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upon discovering that my book is out for delivery today [2 days early]
Me [internally]: Be calm. don't be a nerd... *gets up to tell brother*
Me [internally]: Be CALM. CONCEAL, DON'T FEEL, DON'T LET IT SHOW- *picks up pace, now bouncing down the hall*
Me: *standing at my brother's door* MY BOOK IS OUT FOR DELIVERYYYYYYY!!!
Me [internally]: DAMMIT.